Away from home

Did you ask me mama how it feels
Without you all, how the world reels
It moves, with every hour seeming so long
Therez a beat thatz missing in every lovely song

There are sweet friends, filling in frolic and fun
There are classes which always keep us on the run
But when there's a pause, I feel your void
Therez life, therez breath, soul devoid

There's loads of food mama, I try to taste your love
Thrusting down each morsel, not sure how
But when a grain of memory blocks my breath
I recollect the eternal care, loads of hardship beneath

I have learnt mama that days are dark, seldom bright
When I wash today, I realize why it's not always white
When things get misplaced, they are forever lost
All these little learnings do come with a cost

Therez so much to talk mama after I get back from class
I ponder for your images in the mirror, thru the glass
I try to call, wanting to speak about life, beautiful n nice
But then, its so different, I miss the eagerness in your eyes

I know mama life shall move on
We have to enjoy each moment in this short sojourn
But each of these moments are just so incomplete n untrue
If I miss to say that I miss you all, thru n thru